My only self

As I thought I fall
falling is easy
failing is for sure
I waited for too long
I can’t show
I fall but nobody
knows nobody
what a goal!
You can’t teach me
’cause you ain’t me
But I can play
the movie you like
the life you live
every step you see.
I’m a failure
and you’ll be
just the same
you’ve Always been.
I can’t throw myself
in the dustbin
I can’t start
everything again:
I’m only trying
to not lose
myonlyself.