I read Bobby Green by Amy Lane and I realized the stupor again that got me from knowing these guys and their world. This is real life, where kindness and fear dance together; where the hurting and the wrongdoing comes from fragility and not the big Evil. You learn that love can mend and it’s worth the pain. Because building and mending is difficult and so hard! It’s worth finding yourself and the right to let someone love you back. Bobby is so young, confident and giving; Reg is a big walking heart, trying to keep a big as a house havy promise and not fallin underneath its weight. Johnnies are good porn workers guys, they’re family. It’s so good that a real mum at heart is joining them!
Amy Lane has the ability of building people alive and I so love to have forever impressed them in my heart. The King of fear and thriller has this most special power. I know who the Queen is.
So if I’m scared will you hold me tight?
Because, my love, I’m terrified from my inner core.
Can you promise we’ll never dye?
Please, don’t throw your life working ’till night. Is it worth your days, your young possibilities eaten and gone?
I hope we’ll have the time, but I’ll cry in heaven all this young passionate love you’re letting starve to death .
Don’t stare at me.
Don’t talk to me.
I’m looking down
Down to hell.
I really don’t care.
The chatty chat
The no sense
Your need of attention
I don’t care.
I’m grown enough
To accept it:
Sometimes you suck .