Today is calling me,
it punches my shoulder,
screaming “it’s time, it’s time!!”
What for?, I don’t get it,
but someone whispers in my ear:
get up Lazy Ass and leave a sign.
All right, I’ve got it: LifE,
I’ll crunch you, I’ll kiss you,
I’ll hold you so tight:.. Love YOU!
There he was
lookin’ for somethin’
as a nut-nut cracker
as a nut-nut cracker!
There I was
cookin’ for buddy
as a me-me mermaid
as a me-me mermaid!
There we were
dancin’ through the valleys
as the pen-pen-penguins
as the pen-pen-penguins!
Here you are
singing my jingle
as a sun-sun-sunny
as a sunny sunny day!
No poetry today. I’d like to do the opposite today.
Usually I write my thoughts in the italian blog “racconti e ciarle”, but today I felt to write there a poem and I choose to tell a story here instead.
The beautiful story that opened my heart these days.
I had som bad years in my teens, my parents departed, my mom left my dad when I was twelve and married her new husband when I was fourteen, on my birthday exactly.
I had a horrible relationship with her husband, I was devastated because he couldn’t stand me, but my mother wanted a new perfect life and became everything he wanted, doesn’t matter if it ment to say the opposite of what she taught me before.
I felt overwhelmed and I reached a point of no return, trying to stop it. But I failed, luckily!
Ok, I cut it: I left home, I’ve been with my precious granny and with my dad (gosh!). At the end of the day I chose to leave the school (and it’s a pity, because I’ve always been sure that I would have reached my goals) and went on my own.
I found a job, I left for England, stayed a year and met my boyfriend, come back in Italy, gone with him to live, far, far from my city and married him.. and every precious thing I have since than is beautiful.
I had a fantastic best friend from my nine years to my fifteen years old. We lost each other because of the school, she has to change institute, but she has been my best friend, and I felt bad for loosing her, because I was to inside my horrible life.
Guess why I’m boring you with the worst part of my life?
Because thanks to my blog, after eighteen years (18? wow!), my friend found me in my blog, she just finished in it with a casual search.
I’m so happy, really happy, I can trust again, after loosing so much last year (granny, and little soul).
But I have a beautiful family, crazy happy smart boys and my friend again.
It’s time for me to say thank you!
Eating her mouth
as he was dying for the bite.
She felt dizziness
through her womb,
craving for more.
Their lips in fusion,
saliva and tongues
His hand scouting
her mountains and valleys.
Her breath in search
for some air to grab,
and holding him strong
never to loose his rock.
And climbing the wave
up up and he smiles
“take my hand, hold me tight”.
They’re so high
she’s screaming loud
and laughs with tears come by,
he grits his teeth
to reach the top
and kissing her hot
he takes her down
in a free loving fall.
If I could write about the perfect feeling of this night, I would do it.
As this summer breeze touches my skin, giving relief after the heat, making me shiver in pleasure.
I listen to the nature turning this world around.
Birds are going to sleep and some dogs are talking loud as the car is running away, where to, nobody knows yet, and nobody ever knows this road destination.
So I take the anger and throw it away as God let me all this life running free through these veins of mine.
And I can feel this great pleasure for life, a love I recognize, I’ve always known, but I’m not sure it comes from this world.
I feel I’m connected to the Big Infinite, just in front of this open window.
I would not go in any other place, just for this moment, just for today.
It’s too perfect.
I think that this life is all I need.
ssssssssssssssht, nature is singing..
listen better those craving chirps
Birds are taking their space,
in every possible corner,
the sparrow and the swallow
the bumptious pigeon over all.
I feel the fresh air
as a relief for all the heat,
it makes me wish for better,
good days, good relations,
Love for all today,
just for today.
laughs and caresses.