It happens (back in the blues)

It happens, to lose control in no motion.
Everything turn the same, the old same self.
No turning back the time, the ghosts are back by themselves.
You are the same old nasty man, so proud to be mean.
It just happens that I can’t take anymore,
so I’m waiting to be lift from my misery,
could take some time, maybe the time that’s left.

Secret Garden of Dreams

The wrong chance is not a life of ease
I just could stay like this, frozen in peace.
For the love I can’t reach I’d rather still
and give myself a secret garden to live.
Where my thoughts and lost feelings will be
like the wild born horses run young and free.
Then I could just be and never pretend:
so useless a life where you can’t stand.

Between the past and the present I was born

Drowned in the deep foggy water
Missing directions to be.
Nothing is real from yesterday
everybody there is petrified.
I cut the rope between now and then
Impossible is to sew it again.
Just let it be lost and gone forever
Doesn’t metter if I’ll be remembered.
It’s me who is gone,
it’s me who was lost.
Now I’m here like a new born
from the middle of the path.

Dreaming my life

If you look around,
Watch better I say,
You’ll lose the word,
Listen to me I say.

I waked the walls,
up and down,
I crossed the sea,
Through the ground.

You’ll never know
how much I loved
you how much
I need you.

I touched all the lips
every skin I smelled
all the lovers in me
I hold in my heart.

So, I fly away,
in the sweetest breeze
I leave the dream
so I can sleep.

 

My only self

As I thought I fall
falling is easy
failing is for sure
I waited for too long
I can’t show
I fall but nobody
knows nobody
what a goal!
You can’t teach me
’cause you ain’t me
But I can play
the movie you like
the life you live
every step you see.
I’m a failure
and you’ll be
just the same
you’ve Always been.
I can’t throw myself
in the dustbin
I can’t start
everything again:
I’m only trying
to not lose
myonlyself.

Silence killer

Never ever live in silence.
Everybody can hurt you when you’re silent.
Scream out loud, let your life be an eternal cry.
Let everybody know your alive, moving in the time-line.
I hold you tight ’cause I can see your light,
you’re so beautiful I can’t express..
my feelings in your hand.

Running in circles

In circles I’m running
going where I don’t care

really smart to consider
all my life from the shore

wave by wave emotions
crush in a crushed devotion

I’m standing in the middle
of this pool of blood

where’s the victim gone?
look there, look better!

a hand’s rising high
no fair… it’s mine.

Positive

Every try I give,

I miss the target.

I’m still here,

so I’ll try again.

Soon or later

I’m sure enough,

I’ll be able once

to hit the mark.