It happens (back in the blues)

It happens, to lose control in no motion.
Everything turn the same, the old same self.
No turning back the time, the ghosts are back by themselves.
You are the same old nasty man, so proud to be mean.
It just happens that I can’t take anymore,
so I’m waiting to be lift from my misery,
could take some time, maybe the time that’s left.

Breaking dreams

Quote

I can’t consider what you think about me
It could cost me too much
It could cut me deep.

As long as you see I survived enough
But you need better glasses
It’s just a part, the me in a half.

I don’ t want to talk either, what for?
I just lived my body staring at you
While myself lays indoor.

I need a break, a new dream to catch,
don’t bother to me, don’t even care,
Just let me be the match.

thinking back and forward

as the sun rises his head, I have to think about my nightmares,

not going anywhere anymore, just laying as I stay.

words I had enough and more not spoken, and never to go.

whispers in my ears moving on, looking for the heart colder than ever.

as the glass crushes,my beat smashes my flesh and blood.

crying is a wasted water resource, I wasted enough, dry at all once.

my sight is lost in the far horizon line, always thinking there’s a better place for me.

Silence killer

Never ever live in silence.
Everybody can hurt you when you’re silent.
Scream out loud, let your life be an eternal cry.
Let everybody know your alive, moving in the time-line.
I hold you tight ’cause I can see your light,
you’re so beautiful I can’t express..
my feelings in your hand.

Running in circles

In circles I’m running
going where I don’t care

really smart to consider
all my life from the shore

wave by wave emotions
crush in a crushed devotion

I’m standing in the middle
of this pool of blood

where’s the victim gone?
look there, look better!

a hand’s rising high
no fair… it’s mine.

I love myself..I believe

I’m happy to be  me because I’m honest with myself, because I like my thoughts.

Sometimes I really keep me good company .

The thing is.. when someone’s always by your side no matter what, what you feel?

So, I’m grateful I ‘m still in one piece.

Look at me, I’ve been through some holes to hell!

I faced my fears, I’m still looking back from time to time, but what to do with something you never chose?

You don’t choose to lose someone, you don’t choose when the grim is going for a visit, it comes!

I’m on my feet and I’m in good company,I have love and I have to stop with these fears of loss.

I felt abandoned in my childhood, but to lose in these days that’s a different kettle of fish.

I’m fine, I have a dream, I need a project, everybody needs, to go on.

I’m writing every time I can and obviously it’s a hard thing to do, ’cause it’s like the universe notices it sending me distractions every minute.

I’m stubborn with this purpose, I’ll do it.

Don’t worry! I’m writing the story in italian, I know my english is good enough just to communicate, not to write really!

If a day, maybe, let me dream… It will score, maybe you’ll read it.

 

 

New morning, love for the world

ssssssssssssssht, nature is singing..

listen better those craving chirps

Birds are taking their space,

in every possible corner,

the sparrow and the swallow

the bumptious pigeon over all.

I feel the fresh air

as a relief for all the heat,

it makes me wish for better,

good days, good relations,

Love for all today,

just for today.

laughs and caresses.